Late Admission

I was on IG today when I realized what’s going on

It hit me why I never erased your number from my phone

I loved you once

I was into you but the truth it pisses me off because I thought

I moved on from you

Swore I did

Ignored your phone calls to prove it

But still it’s like you parked your car on my heart and never moved it

As soon as I see you with somebody smiling, It hits me

I never made you smile like that

And it gets me

because I think maybe I never knew you

or maybe I’m missing out on the new you

So I’m parading around like I’m the new black

Heart heavy with feelings I’m trying hold back

Never expected to be hung up like that

but your face is a trigger

Making me act distracted like I had no reaction

Can’t give you the satisfaction though that smile pervades my private place

my personal space

Making vivid memories that won’t erase

My conscious remote

I press fast forward

My mind tries to move me

My heart needs a lawyer

It’s guilty as ever of betraying me

I never got over you Iike I tried to believe

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Staying In Love

We’d reach across  galaxies if that’s what it took
Just to interlock hands and give each other the look
Just to smile at each other about our inside joke
To show love to each other we do the most
It doesn’t matter  how tired or how busy you always take time to tell me you miss me
I always have time to have your back
And I often imagine you kissing me
If it ever seems like I’m too distracted please don’t  have a bad reaction 
Please never stop reaching because every now and then I come undone
I’ll always grab your hand so we can walk this life together
You’ve been here all this time so I guess I can imagine forever