I was on IG today when I realized what’s going on
It hit me why I never erased your number from my phone
I loved you once
I was into you but the truth it pisses me off because I thought
I moved on from you
Swore I did
Ignored your phone calls to prove it
But still it’s like you parked your car on my heart and never moved it
As soon as I see you with somebody smiling, It hits me
I never made you smile like that
And it gets me
because I think maybe I never knew you
or maybe I’m missing out on the new you
So I’m parading around like I’m the new black
Heart heavy with feelings I’m trying hold back
Never expected to be hung up like that
but your face is a trigger
Making me act distracted like I had no reaction
Can’t give you the satisfaction though that smile pervades my private place
my personal space
Making vivid memories that won’t erase
My conscious remote
I press fast forward
My mind tries to move me
My heart needs a lawyer
It’s guilty as ever of betraying me
I never got over you Iike I tried to believe